Eternal Traveler Syndrome
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Eternal Traveler Syndrome
My friend Alvarito told me couple of days ago that I have a “problem”. I suffer of this “eternal traveler syndrome”… This made me think a little about the matter… jejejej
Eternal traveler… We are curious people that we don’t care about being some time alone but we need to discover and “culturalize” ourself. Traveling and meeting new people all the time. Survive, enjoy, learn every day something new. Shoot, shoot and shoot!!!
I have being moving from country to country for the last 5 years of my life. I have also jump the “puddle” to be in NYCity which make me feel so far from my country, ¡La bella España!”. Now I feel like nothing is enough… nothing fully fill me… What is gonna be the next? I can’t even think about staying at the same place for more than 2 years (which is actually a long time). I don’t really “feel at home” anywhere, anymore.
At the same time I never really plant my roots anywhere, networking and relationships are difficult with this, my way of life. We, the the people who suffer of this syndrome, have to be focused on what we want, and built our own path the success on this lonely but exciting life. Everyday a new adventure is waiting to be discover. But… this is a paradox!!!
There is also this cultural shock, we kind of get addict to… Every time I change of country, continent or language happens.
We like to fix our past and our home city in our memory, but in the way they were when we left. It is also very easy to idealize it. But I would never come back there… At least until I have lived my life :) Santander city and I have cheated on each other. That is suppose to transform my relationship forever… But Santander never changes… my little “Sea’s girlfriend” is like a bubble that will always be the same :) And that make me so happy :)I am just waiting for something to happen in my life, something as good as exciting, this is a personal fight for getting what I want. I am doing everything I can to fly!!
FLY BEYOND THE SKY :)RED ROCK DESSERT, Vegas (the other face).
Thanks for all the good experiences :)
LOVE
Ro